Saturday, 12 February 2022

Love it or Hate it

There are at times when we as a human do things which we love it or hate it but we are alive beyond all this and that's called life. 



People changes so fast as if it they are in competition to the reptiles but one thing is for sure they came to you then there must be reason to it. The reason may be because of anything but what is more important is that reason, respect that and trust me, you will be the new you with full of honesty and confidence. 



 

Let us try in the Poet's way, may be we all can grow from here. An attempt to understand Life in its own way ...




 

Thandi si sham thi,
Lahere bhi uffan pe thi
Mai raith per baitha, dekh raha tha sab
mai apne hi khayalo me khoya tha
Sare bhram ko apne charo orr piroye baitha tha
acchanak ek lahar mere kadmo me aa lagi

 

Kuch ajib sa laga
Maano wo lahar kuch kahena chahati ho
mai uss lahar ki orr bhaga magar
tab tak usne samandar se phir se dosti kr li

 

 
Mai wahi puri raat bitha raha, 
Samandar se gujarish krta raha
wo lahar mujhko kuch pal ko dedo
Samandar ne badle me mujse mere niche ki raith mang li

 

Maine samandar ko apni zami de di
Kinaro ne bhi lahar se milaya mujhe
kuch baate ki maine, kuch puri hui, kuch adhuri chor di humne

 

accha laga, koi tha jo sunna mujhe,
uss lahar ne kitna samjha mujko ye pata nhi, 
per sacha hu mai ye mana usne

 

ek baat samjh aai uss din
zaruri nhi ki app ashma ko jeet hi agge badhe, 
samander ki ghaheri bhi raste dikhate hai

 

Phir suraj nikalne se pahele laharo ne mujse alwida kaha
maine bhi unse wada kiya, phir milege or ghar ki orr nikal gaya...

 

                                                            -- Kवि


#Destiny has its own plans, respect yourself and let time make things for you. 



Wednesday, 2 May 2018

Yes, I am Hungry !!!


As I grew , I was always asked what not to do, but perhaps they all forgot to tell actually what to do, so I just figured it myself. I dared to go for a dream, sounds cool but that was not always easy. “Aha who goes for easy things”, this was me, perhaps a 7th standard student was not aware, and to run fast we always don’t have to go for mountain climbing.
Yes I was culprit, I dare to dream and dreamed of it like a mad, and I will not say this habit of dreaming made me something special, of out of box but Yes It made me feel so light, so excited and full of energy and of course self-driven. 

It’s the bird who need wings to fly, I flew with my dreams.

All of us have our dreams, dream that let us wake at 3 in the morning, dream that makes us to push ourselves, dream that make you to compromise your present for your future, dream that gives you strength to take some unknown path, dream that force you to stand back, dream, dream that change not only your life but complete you. And after reaching that dream it makes you stand out of crowd and gives you courage to go for another dream. 

Inspiration, and yes it is this inspiration that somewhere and somehow mould your dreams, I do have my inspirational people who inspired me and somewhere turned by path to the journey of unknowns. I got my inspiration from many people, my Grandpa , my father, my mother, Steve Jobs, Ramanujam, APJ and its completely ok to have many inspirational faces as long as you remained focused and Consistent.  

As always I have something to share, something close to my heart which some where toughed deep inside me. This happed with my friend, Les Brown.

He said,

I was identified as mentally retarded, Put back from the fifth grade into the fourth grade, and stayed in that category until I got out of high school. I don’t have any college training, but I met a high school teacher who one day changed my life.
I was waiting on another student and when he came in,
He said to me, “Young man, go to the board and write what I am going to tell you.” And I said “I can’t do that sir”.
He said, “Why not??”
I said,” I am not one of your students.”
He said, “It doesn’t matter, Follow my directions now”
I said, “I can’t do that, sir”
He said, “Why not??”
I said, “Because I am educable mentally retarded.”
And he came from behind his desk and looked at me.
He said ,” Don’t ever say that again, Someone’s opinion of you does not have to become your reality ” As he talked, my heart began to beat fast, tears began to run out of my eyes, and I was in the back just listening to him, because the speech he was giving, that speech, was for me.
He said, “Young man, if you want to do anything worthwhile in life, you got to be hungry.”
I told him, “I wanted to become a disc jockey,” and so I started working to develop myself.
He said, “I want to practice every day being a disc jockey”.
I said, “But I don’t have any job now”
He said, “It doesn’t matter”
He said, “It’s better to be prepared for an opportunity and not have one, then to have an opportunity and not be prepared.”
As I was working to develop myself, I applied for job as a disc jockey. I went to a guy name Milton Smith. I said, “How you doing Mr. Smith? I would like to get a job as a disc jockey”
He looked at me, he said, “Do you have any broadcast background?”
I said, “No sir, I don’t.”
“Do you have any Journalism background?”
I said, “No sir, I don’t.”
He said, “We don’t have any jobs available.”
I said, “Yes sir”
I went back to the teacher and I told him. He said, “Don’t take it personally, Most people are so negative that they will have to say No several times before they say yes.”
He said, “Go back again.”
So I went back again, I said, “How you doing Mr. Smith, My name is Les Brown”.
He said, “I know what your name is, what you want??”
I said, “I would like to know whether or not you have any jobs for dis jockey sir.”
He said, “Didn’t I just tell you yesterday we didn’t have any jobs.”
I said, “Yes sir but I don’t know whether or not somebody got laid off or somebody was fired sir.”
He said, “NO one was laid off or fired, now get on out of here.”
I came back the next day like I was seeing you for the first time, I said, “Hello Mr. Smith. How are you?”
He looked at me at rage, he said, “Go get me some coffee.”
I said, “Yes Sir.” And I went to get him some coffee. After a while, I would get their lunch and dinner, and I would go in the control room and take the disc jockeys their food, I would not leave until they would ask me to leave.
One Saturday afternoon, while I was at the radio station, a guy named Rock was drinking while he was on the air. I was the only one there, looking at him through the control room windows, walking back and forth, Young, Ready, and Hungry. Pretty soon the phone rang and it was the General Manager. I answered the phone. I said, “Hello??”
He said, “Les this is Mr. Kline.”
I said, “I Know.”
He said, “Rock can’t finish his program.”
I said, “I Know.”
He said, “Would you call one of the other DJs in?”
I said, “Yes Sir.”
I hung the phone Up, I said, now he must think I am crazy, I called my Mom and my Girlfriend and said, “Aye turn up the radio and come out on the forth porch, I am about to come on the air.”
I waited for about 20 minutes and I called him back and said, “Mr. Kline, I can’t find nobody.”
He said, “Young boy, do you know how to work the controls?”
I said, “Yes Sir.”
He said, “Go in there and don’t say anything. You Hear?”
I said, “Yes Sir.”
 I couldn’t wait to get behind those controls. I put on an old Stieve wonder record called fingertips, I sat down behind the turntable and said, “Look out, this is me LB Triple P Les Brown, Your plater playing Papa. There were none before me, and there will be none after me. Therefore that makes me the one and only, Young and single and love to mingle, certified, bonafide and doubly qualified to bring you satisfaction, a whole lot of action. Look out baby, I am your man”

Yes, I was Hungry!!!   I was Hungry!!!   I was Hungry!!!


Everybody has its own perception so I put what actually happened, rest it’s upon you how you guys take it. And yes be hungry and remember,

                     
                    It’s the bird who need wings to fly, We fly with our dreams.

                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                          - K Vivek














Sunday, 29 April 2018

The Letter: Only Thing In This World is Constant, That Is cHange.

Friends, the first thing that comes to my mind when i hear this word is, Idiot. Seriously they all are, and perhaps that's why they somewhere connects us. We all have at least one whom we can share anything without getting any judgemental look, they make fun of it sometimes but that's secondary, important thing is, they understand.

A letter from my old book.
Today was his last day in school and I was nostalgic, we barely talked that day maybe because i was a bit angry and upset, he was the only close friend i had and yes he was leaving. School hours was about to end,at last lecture, just before final bell rang, he gave me a letter. I took it and we together left the class. Seems kiddish, actually it was but when I read this letter today, it makes some sense.
Friends are not like those stares that we use to move up, neither like trains that accompany you till you destination, they are stars whom you can say anything and still they will be there for you, showing right path.Well yes I will be sharing that letter, a letter from a 10 year boy to his best friend.

To,
My Best Friend

You know I am leaving our school, today is my last class , I am finding its hard for me to leave not because of this city or school but you. I never told you but you are my best friend.Hope you will understand my handwriting.
  I didn't want to leave but I have to, I have no other option, but if you ever get chance to come to my new place i would love to meet you. You know that day when we together bunked the class for games, that day it was I ,who got caught and we all got the punishment, I am sorry. 
I know its hard for you as well but sometimes we just have to accept the fact. With time you will get new friends, there are many Himanshu, Sushant,......Don't feel sad, I will be fine, we will be in touch. And yes I actually want to know what actually you do in answer sheet as if even though I taught you I never scored more than you. It was just an excuse to get letter from you. I will be missing you. And yes complete that science project, we will go to Moon together, ok. I am leaving you your favorite cartoon stickers in your bag, hope will like it.
I will be missing You

Good Bye.


Yeah this was a simple even grammatically wrong, but when I accidentally got this letter from my old book, it make me think how one who matters the most to me one day seems nowhere in my life today. Things changed, so do I and perhaps so do he, but one thing remained the same that's our friendship, time passed and even if we are not in contact, even i didn't think of him for years but today this paper made me feel the same, that I felt years back when he left the school. Things never go anywhere, same with time , they all comes inside us, deep inside our heart.


Friends don't teach us what  is  right,  they commit mistakes together,........ and this makes them special.....

                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                          - K Vivek